Pampered Pups

I wanted to leave this last message for My Dearest Girl Cait.

I am getting ready to move on.

You see, this body that I have been living in is getting tired. Even though you may not really know what is going on inside, my organs have stopped doing their job. There is nothing anyone can do to make them start again. The tears have been falling and the prayers have been sent up but, I really must go. It’s not that I want to leave you, I love you very much. I just have a new calling and I can not do it here in this body. You will know in your heart when the time is right to let me go.

I know now that there are angels that watch over us. I now realize that when I was lost and thought I was all alone, I was not. I was lead by my own guardian angel to you. I had times in my life when I thought I would die but, there were a few things I needed to learn before I left. I needed you!

I came to your door dirty, sick, and could not hardly swallow from being in the heat so long. Not only had my body been battered and bruised but, so had my heart. I had not learned what it was like to be loved. I would never know what love was if I had not met you.

You took me in and cleaned me up. You gave me food and water to help my body heal. Most of all you held me in your lap, you stroked my back and talked to me in a kind voice.

You taught me that I did not have to be afraid of feet, they were no longer going to hurt me. A raised hand now meant that you were going to pet me tenderly. Now, when a voice was loud I did not need to be afraid of what was coming next, I learned that the louder it got the more fun we had. After meeting you, night time meant that I would have a warm bed to cuddle in. If I was cold or needed to be close I just went right under the covers next to you. You have shown me what unconditional love is.

In time you will see that I am not really gone, I am always with you when you need me. Just think of me and you will hear the patter of my feet, I will be dancing by the door, and when you feel warmth on your lap, know it is me. Our unconditional love will carry us through even though my body is gone.

Keep your heart open. There are so many other animals that are just like I was, lost, beaten, and broken. As a guardian angel I will be looking to lead them to someone just like you. Someone with a heart as big as the ocean. Someone to show them everlasting and unconditional love. I want them to know someone like you. Cait, you are an angel on earth.

I am getting very tired now, and the time to leave is near. I see that an angel has come to help me move on. By the time you get this message I will have sent an angel to help dry your tears and put their comforting arms around you.

I love you,
Tomarra

Tomarra Hagar became a guardian angel on Dec. 2, 2008
We believe that she will help comfort and guide other dogs that are lost, abandoned, or abused.

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